Blogging is like exercise. I think about it a lot, but can’t manage to do it. True story.
Soooooooo much has happened since my last post. I figured I’d copy a fellow blogger (Imitation is the sincerest [form] of flattery) and do a virtual coffee date. I will, of course, be having tea, since I do not drink coffee. Duh. Or wait – if we are being super realistic we would be having drinks (the alcoholic kind).
If we were having coffee right now… I’d tell you that my boyfriend (Mr. Coffee) moved to Ohio. WTF? Yeah, it’s pretty crazy. He applied for a job in April and got said job. It was a great opportunity for him, so he took it. My emotions about it all? Mixed, at best. My feelings were hurt. Why was I not considered? Or if I was considered, why wasn’t I #1 priority? BUT I get it. I’m not trying to force anything on anyone and jobs are important. Opportunities are important and one must take chances to move forward. So, where does that leave US? Well, we are still together and trying the #LDR thing. If we are meant to be it will all work itself out. Right? Right. Or at least, that’s the going mantra. We both agreed we were invested in this relationship, so we are going to try this situation out with an open mind.
The current – This Thursday is 1 month in. He’s been gone for 1 entire month. I’ve adjusted to life every easily (relatively speaking). I mean, I can do single white female thing, pretty well. LOL. I’ve got it down to science at this fucking point. I keep myself busy. Work is crazy busy again and I have a pretty packed social calendar. Do I miss him? Of course. Is it hard? Yes. There has been lots of tears. Lots. All the feels.All the time. But postivitiy and a strong connection is keeping me going thus far.
If we were having coffee right now… I’d say I have the best support system ever. My girlfriends are the shit. I mean, all of them are awesome.
If we were having coffee right now… I’d tell you that I’m going to Ohio at the end of this week. Never thought I’d say that. Ohio has never been a must see state, but now there is Mr. Coffee… So, I’m ready to explore “The Buckeye State”.
If we were having coffee right now… I’d tell you that my family makes me sad. As you know, my dad, had a massive stroke 2 years ago. His recovery has been very difficult to watch. The last two times I’ve seen him, he has fallen. It breaks my heart. He feels embarrassed and I feel helpless.
If we were having coffee right now… I probably talk about work. It is causing me stress and more stress. Why is work soooo stressful? Does everyone have a love-hate relationship with their jobs?
If we were having coffee right now… I’d tell you that tomorrow I’m volunteering at Verizon Wireless Amphitheater selling beer for a local charity.
If we were having coffee right now…. I would divulge my newest addiction – Netflix. Scary movies for daaaaaaays! Binge watching for days. No commercials – LOVE. I’ve pretty much stopped using my DirecTV. Some of my favs at the current are: Bloodline, Hemlock Grove, Slasher, Orange (not completely sold, but watching), House of Cards, Pretty Little Liars….. I’ll stop listing…. you might start judging the amount of time I spend in front of the television.
If we were having coffee right now… I’d probably ramble on about my hair — It is falling out. Naturally this is freaking me out. I’m completely obsessing over it.
Who wants a post without pictures… So, here is a random one that’s on my computer.
Well, my tea/drink/coffee is empty… Until next time.